All this emptiness, all this coldness,
It is like I’ve lost my soul.
No success, happiness or joy,
feels like before.
There is nothing but emptiness and coldness;
A wall separating me from happiness,
A shield that is keeping everything out,
A black hole that is sucking everything away.
My laugh is a fake,
My smile is a mask.
I feel nothing but emptiness and coldness.
I wonder what is wrong with me,
How did I get to this place,
And how can I escape this darkness.
Emptiness, coldness and darkness,
That is all there is.
Is it my sins catching up,
Or my dreams shouting out?